SUZANNAtang *

2012-01-19T19:08:00.000+08:00

I've decided to start blogging again.. Just cuz I have too much inside me at the present moment. I kinda need a space to let it out, find that peace again.

2011-10-23T19:44:00.000+08:00

Why am I feeling so sad?
Why do I still feel lonely?
I still believe it's better to be alone than being with someone cuz I get
hurt so damn easily.

^^

2011-04-02T17:13:00.000+08:00

"i love you so much i sad to not be with you did you know that my love you are my dearest and most precious girlfriend and i will always love you forever and ever" (:

2011-03-29T12:24:00.001+08:00

Sometimes.. I just feel so upset and lost, I don't know how to describe it anymore. I tried for you, now I just want to run away again. I just want to live without feeling. Maybe it's better to be alone because then it won't hurt that much. The little things are just so stupid.

2011-02-13T21:19:00.000+08:00

My Mum can be such a monster. )':

I wish I could tell you that.

2011-02-13T20:17:00.001+08:00

I miss you my hbdt ):

the birthday surprise

2011-02-08T01:20:00.003+08:00

Today, me and the trackers came over to your place and you were super "overwhelmed"! ^^

Our birthday surprise was a success and I am happy, because you were happy today.

I love you dtyt. (:

(Today as in 7th Feb evening till night)

Bf's Birthday

2011-02-06T01:39:00.004+08:00

This is why I have the cutest boyfriend ever.

"omg so many ppl wish me
i paisei"

"omg lol
why u paiseh! -_-
zzzz
get used to it birthday boy!"

"i cant
haha
srsly
meow"

"hahaha
your one more than me i think =P
i seeing your wall hahahaha"

"omg i dun wan
why i so popular
i dun wan
too much i cant take it
i wanna sleep
all i need is you
goodnight world"

"hey baby relax k?"

"and by world i mean you cuz you are my wourld
world*
haha
i love you"

"hahaha"

"goodnight dearest"

"i love you
goodnight x3"

Dylan is offline.1:35am

Happy 19th birthday Dylan Teoh! (:

I wish you love and happiness always.

Almost Lover

2011-02-02T22:39:00.001+08:00

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind images
You sang me spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes clever trick

Well i'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you?d want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me in the shade
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never ever forget these images no

Well i?d never want to see you unhappy
I thought you?d want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot try the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind

So you're gone and i'm haunted
And i bet you are just fine
Did i make it that easy to walk
Right in and out of my life?

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Why can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HCeS-yorGtc&feature=related

Makes me sigh.

The cold lonely nights

2011-02-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

It's February, and we're off to a bad start.
On the surface, things are going smoothly but there's this thing bothering me.
I wish I knew the right choice to make. I wish I already knew right from the start.

Growing up

2011-01-04T12:13:00.002+08:00

Oh man. Time flies and I'm turning 19 in less than a year's time!! I really feel old, as in mature, and I'm definitely taking baby steps towards being a woman.

Got my ATM card made today. Went to Civics Centre DBS to get it done.. And my first day as a relief teacher at Fuchun Secondary School. Well, it was supposed to be but now I have to send my application to MOE first and get approved before I can get my pay so I'm not starting yet. Then I registered for driving lessons with D yesterday. Like woahh. Everything seems to be happening so fast.

Really hope I won't burn myself out. Time is precious, I hope I make the most of things, experience everything to the fullest but also keep in touch with all my loved ones and be there for them whenever, wherever.

Thank you.

2010-12-28T21:40:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was my birthday. Today was my first day working at Marina Bay Sands with the Finance Department, thanks to Aunt Sharon who recommended me for the job. It was also my first time going to the Sky Park there.. and also being close to so much alcohol and seeing the never-ending-pool (aka. Infinity Pool). Really quite cool. I shall upload pictures and elaborate more next time. Really tired now but I think I should run. I hope this year will end well for everyone.

2010-12-26T12:50:00.001+08:00

Suddenly I'm not looking forward to anything anymore. Want to get away from home, but yet I'm feeling anti-social. Wish I had someone to turn to.

Hello Christmas 2010 and Year 2011!

2010-12-24T13:24:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging for long while.. And I realise I want to blog. As in, I want to at least have a diary with pictures/videos/etc. Okay.. it may probably take awhile for me to get into the whole blogging mode again, but I'm quite sure that this time I will! My birthday is coming.. not that I usually look forward to my birthdays but this time, I'm going to spend it with a guy! Hahahaha. My guy! (oklamesry). Excited! xD

This year has been a special year for me.. I shall elaborate in my next post. I have to file worksheets for my brother J now, and organise certain things before I leave for Melacca with my family later. Till next time(:

New beginnings minus the goodbyes.